I did it! I made it through the holidays without drinking. It has been 51 days now! There have been many days that were difficult. I will write more in detail about the days that were had and what made me trigger into wanting to drink and what I did to stop the craving. Unfortunately, sometimes that was just white knuckling it. I am starting to feel better, and I do feel great in the mornings not worrying about what happened the night before and what I said or did. I enjoy having all the memories! Getting through the holidays was a little hard. I had to plan. I was very used to drinking to excess on Christmas eve at my brother in laws. It had been that way for years. I had to make a plan to be able to stick to it. I took a bottle of AF champagne with me and a few AF drinks. Once I was there and drinking the AF mimosa, I was fine. I actually enjoyed myself. I was present and there for all the...